tak pernah aku menyangka sejauh ini aku melangkah
   tak pernah aku menyangka sedalam ini aku terluka
jika hidup terus berputar, biarlah berputar
akan ada harapan sekali lagi, seperti dulu

my happy ending?

Lets talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending


So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the stuff that you do?

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything

That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

sial

yah okelah berhubung dia nggak akan buka blogku lagi,, aku bilang aja
hari ini baunya kecium lagi, dan baunya lebih kuat dari sebelumnya,, Zzz
mendadak galau ><
Zzz,, susah yo,, sehari aja lupa dia ><
haduuuuuuuuuuh

dedication for Asmara family

hari ini tanggal 30 april 2012
telah kembali kpd Allah SWT abahnya dirga,,
kejadian ini untuk pertama kalinya bagi hidupku,,temenku sendiri,, dan kita sudah berteman baik,,#jangan mikir macem macem
baru 2 minggu lalu  aku ketemu abahnya dirga,, sebelum hari itu aku sempet ngeliat foto abahnya
dan yang pertama aku fikirkan adalah
"ya Allah bapaknya kaya udah tua,, kira kira bisa hidup berapa lama yaa?"
hal itu adalah halyang paling aku sesali
aku seing banget ngerasain hal itu,, dan aku merasa takut sangat takut
waktu sesampainya di rumah dirga
raut wajah dirga udah kaya orang yang bener bener habis nangis,,
aku cuma bisa diem liat dia yang kaya gitu..
kami sekelas masuk ke rumah dirga, disitu udah ada tempat tidut kecil tempat  jenazah abahnya dirga dataroh,, disampingnya ada ibunya dirga yang menangis tersedu sedu,, kita semua salaman dengan ibunya dirga,, setiap anak di titipi kat kata " jagain dirga ya  mas" berhubung aku cewe pertama aku cuma dibilangin "mbaak" walaupun cuma digituin aku udah ngerti maksud ibunya dirga apa,, sebagai temen aku juga harus jagain dirga sama kaya temen temen lain di omongin juga,,
waktu nglewatin jenzah itu ,, aku nggak kuat tapi aku nggak nagis.. padahal aku pengen
mataku berat tapi tetep nggak keluar airmatanya

jam udah nunjukin pukul 10,, saatnya abhnya dirga dibwa ke cepu buat dikuburin disana,,
sebelum jenzah dimasukin keluarganya dirga yang inti,, kaya ibunya dirga,mbaknya dirga,dirga, masnya dirga tamabah 1 lagi tunangannya masnya dirga,,
mereka ngiterin jenazah selama 7 kali moment itu yang bikin aku dan temen temen sedih,, tapi tetep aja aku nggak bisa nangis,, aku cuma berair,,

setelah itu kita semua pulang kee,, sekolah

done

hahah

eh blog tau nggak tadi sore aku diejekin sama temenku sama dia,,
hahaha aku cuma bisa ketawa
habiss
nggak ada hubungan kok di ejek ejek,, hahaha
lucu kan?haha
eh blog kamu dah maem belum? maem dulu sana..
kamu udah mandi? mandi dulu sanaa
hahhahaa
yadah  hehe

makasiihh ^^

makasiiih blogkuuu
kamu udah ngantuk? yadah ayokk bobok yok :)
dah malem
biar besok kita bisa maen lagi
semakin cepet aku tidur semakin cepet kita ketemu dan semakin aku nggak ngrasain itu sakit,,, okay,,,
night my blog :*

netral

i try to stand in a stabil street
hahaha 
ndak yoo bener???
okay apa kabar blog, goblogku sayang?
pisss nggak kok blog,,
tenang aja
nggak ada yang akan gantiin kamu di hatikyuuuu muaachh :* #hiiiiiiiiiiiiii
eh blog
kamu dah dapt pacar belum?
mau dong jadi pacar situiuuu hahahahahaha
sorry yah, lama nggak ngliat kamu aku jadi dikit,dikiiiiiit g i l a
hehehehe,
okay, aku  kan calon orang sukses #amiiiiiiin :D aku mau nyibuk dulu yah
dadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bye muah