my lovely bug

sesebel apa aku sama kamu,, aku juga nggak bisa nggak mikirin kamu walau cuma 1 jam -_-

Separuh hatiku ini tiada

kalo aja aku nggak pernah kenal kamu aku bakalan tetep kaya gini
kalo aja aku nggak pernah kenal kamu apa aku bakal putus sama rahmat
dan apa kalao aku nggak kenal kamu aku nggak akan punya perasaan kaya gini

kalao kamu ngrasa aku suka kamu karna alasan
maaaf
mungkin iya
tapi itu dulu
 sekarang semua beda

 sejak kamu menolakku
semua perasaanku terasa hambar
aku nggak ngrasa sedih aku juga nggak ngerasa bahagia

apa karna mungkin kamu terlalu jauh dan apa karna aku juga udah nyerah?
aku nggak peduli

aku selalu berfikir.. sebenarnya hal apa yang benar benar membuatku membenciku
tapi jujur
kalo pun aku tau
aku juga nggak bisa nglakuin apa apa untuk merubahnya

bahakan teman temanku yang aku percaya tidak mendukungku sepenuhnya
seandainya mereka mengtetakan itu lebih awal mungkin perasaan yang janggal ini bisa kuaatasi dengan cepat

dan hal yang paling penting terjadi adalah
KAU TAK AKAN MENINGGALKANKU

oke, hari ini aku sadar..
aku memang tak pantas untukmu
aku berbicara bahkan berteriak sekalipun tak akan pernah membuatku bisa mendenarku
karna kita sudah terpisah dengan jarak yang jauh dan dinding yang tebal dan tinggi


kalo pun aku bisa
paling banya aku hanya bisa meruntuhkan kurang dari seperempatnya

karna aku hanya PEREMPUAN kalo pun aku bisa,,
saat itulah aku sudah tak punya harga diri di depan laki laki lain
yang mungkin nanti ialah jodohku dan bukan kamu

minggu minggu setelah kepergianmu sangatlah lama,,
aku tak suka itu
sangat tidak suka

heh
lihat mataku
bilang kalo kamu nggak mencintaiku
saat itulah aku akan berusaha untuk tak mencintaimu pula


stiil...

Bug Us 2

gas sudah 1 minggu setelah kau menolakku,,
apa kabar..
maaf jika harga diriku baru berkurang 0,0001 %
jadi aku masih berani buar sms kamu
yaa aku tau
pastikamu keganggu kan
tapi maaf yaa aku sampe sekarang belum mau berenti buat sms kamu
yah kalopun kamu pengen ganti nomer silahkan
aku bakalan tetep nyari nomermu dan menterormu lagi
maaf ya gas
aku belum bisa menerima kenyataan ini
tapi aku harus gimana
nggak ada yang bisa aku lakuin

gas, sebenernya kamu itu begini karna apa aja?
pasti ada lebih dari 4 alasan
gas,,
kayanya aku nulis tweet atau status tu nggak akan pernah ngetuk pintu hatimu lagi ya
hemm
ya aku tau sekarang
kenapa nggak ada cewe yang deket sama kamu

karna kamu tu punya pagar hati yang besar tinggi dan kokoh

gas,, bolehkah aku masuk?
ke hatimu?
please :'(

kalo menurut orang apa ini yang namanya memohon mohon yang lebay?
hem mungkin iyaa

gasssssss
kamu kapan pulang?
atau nggak akan pulang?



gaas.......
apa kamu masih inget
waktu kamu bilang kamu pengen ke prancis sama aku?

gas, kamu jahat :'(
aku sayang kamu gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas

gas apa kamu inget?
waktu hari senin
kita berdua di kelasmu

waktu itu untuk yang pertama aku liat matamu
aku seneng banget :(


gas,,, back up gas
i always here
wait you
i love you forever and always

BUG Us

hi bug, aku sebel sama kamu,,
tapi aku tau kok aku emang salah, nggak papa,
cintaku ini emang nggak penting,,
nggak papa kok
aku sayang kamu, tapi kamu nggak sayang nggak papa,,
 aku cinta kamu tapi kamu nggak cinta aku juga nggak papa kok

mungkin,, aku bukan untukmu dan kamu bukan untukku
jadi buat apa di paksa

ntar malah kamunya yang sakit terus

bug, apa udah nggak ada peluang?
nggak ada kan,
okay
aku juga nggak papa kok kalo kamu nggak mau, kaya gtan itu nggak boleh dipaksa ya to?
dann,,
kayanya emang aku nggak pantes

thanks yaa
for 2 weeks
 fighting!
i love you,,

i'm with you (avril lavigne)

• I'm standing on a bridge

  I'm waiting in the dark

  I thought that you'd be here by now

  There's nothing but the rain

  No footsteps on the ground

  I'm listening but there's no sound

  
  

  Isn't anyone tryin to find me?

  Won't somebody come take me home

  It's a damn cold night

  Trying to figure out this life

  Won't you take me by the hand

  Take me somewhere new

  I don't know who you are

  But I... I'm with you

  I'm with you

  
  

  I'm looking for a place

  I'm searching for a face

  Is anybody here I know

  'Cause nothing's going right

  And everything's a mess

  And no one likes to be alone

  
  

  Isn't anyone trying to find me?

  Won't somebody come take me home

  It's a damn cold night

  Trying to figure out this life

  Won't you take me by the hand

  Take me somewhere new

  I don't know who you are

  But I... I'm with you

  I'm with you

  
  

  Oh why is everything so confusing

  Maybe I'm just out of my mind

  Yea yea yea

  
  

  It's a damn cold night

  Trying to figure out this life

  Won't you take me by the hand

  Take me somewhere new

  I don't know who you are

  But I... I'm with you

  I'm with you

  
  

  Take me by the hand

  Take me somewhere new

  I don't know who you are

  But I... I'm with you

  I'm with you

  
  

  Take me by the hand

  Take me somewhere new

  I don't know who you are

  But I... I'm with you

  I'm with you

  I'm with you...

http://musiklib.org/Avril_Lavigne-Im_With_You-Lirik_Lagu.html

like we used to (rocket to the moon)

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets

If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to "Purple Rain"?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
But we took it slow and we both know

It shoulda been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to 'Purple Rain'?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

I know, love
(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh sorta let her when I need it)
That happens all the time, love, yeah

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?

Can you promise me if this was right?
Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to

http://musiklib.org/A_Rocket_To_The_Moon-Like_We_Used_To-Lirik_Lagu.html

taylor swift "forever and always"

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?
’cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don’t feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?

’cause one second it was perfect, now you’re halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I’m not so sure

So here’s everything coming down to nothing
Here’s to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don’t anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
’cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything

’cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
’cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
’cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it baby, you said forever and always I don’t think so yeah